What Goes Up, Must Come Down...

My first blog...hmm, what to mention?

Back to school now, fun fun :P 3rd years think they have it bad? wait till they get into fifth, just Grrness :P

So yeah, Summer, a lot happened these past 3 months, lost a bf, gained ALOT of new friends, lost old friends, found many new fellas ;) got screwed over by those fellas and now, being confused by the latest of those fellas, confused much? I sure am.

So we'll start with the beginning of summer shall we?

Leixlip Festival, Savage time, drunken nights, first taste of new friends to come (aka Celbridge pplzzzz), met Leezziie babes for the first time, instantly fell in love ;) in the best friend kinda way of course xD became a full time smoker and poor person cause all my wages went on smokes..

Had a pretty boring summer for the next two weeks or so, working, seeing the then bf, fuckface xD

Then, a week to my 17Th birthday, disaster, got dumped, but it turned out ok in the end, i still got the birthday present, disaster avoided :D ;)

Ok, then, going through a reli shitty time, I called my best friend in the world, my surrogate brother, the future father of our retarded incest babies, Diarmuid xD and asked if I can come out and hang with him and leezziie for a day.

That was THE best decision of my life. Because as of that day, I became a Celbridge person, Imay live in Leixlip but Celbridge is my home xD and since that day I went out there I was accepted, and i have spent almost every day possible out there. Drunken days down the Weir, Smoking, Being Raped on the basket swing, Eating Chinese almost EVERY day lol

but when things go up, they must come down....Boys. Need I say more?

Ah boys, the reason I dream, the reason I lie, the reason I love, the reason I cry, they suck but I cant get enough of em.

This summer i got screwed over by some one i was falling for and when i say screwed over, i mean literally =/

It hurt, it reli did, I wont deny that, BUT, I'm a strong person and got over it quickly xD

plenty more fish in the sea right? Very true, there are a few ppl I'm quite liking atm, I wont mention names but its pretty damn obvious anyway, but there's one guy in particular I'm pretty crazy about, he says he feels the same way but its all a big huge complicated mess and is making my brain melt with each day it goes on.I hope its all dealt with soon because I will pass out from confusion soon enough and I do not want that to happen, cause it'll remind me of that day at Elise's aunts....ah memories...xD getting baked at Elise's family party and passing out and collapsing in front of all her family. Then, giving an Oscar worthy performance while BAKED, making her whole family believe it was sleep deprivation, I should get an Oscar or some award for that :L Bullshitter of the year xD

Any who back to the topic of What goes up, must come down...Friends, yes, I did gain alot of new and amazing friends this year, but I also lost alot. My TY crowd, who I spent the year hanging out with, tagging along, yet never feeling like I fitted 'in'. They were good ppl, just not my kind of ppl...Then for a while I sorta lost my two best friends, not that we were fighting, but when I started hanging with Celbridge ppl, I kinda lost thought of Niamh and Shona, my homies, my hoes, my two colliding worlds xD they've always been there through thick and thin with advice and humour and Ben and Jerry's ;) and tea on hand for me whether id b laughing, crying, or throwing a Sarah Bitch Fit. But I came up with an ingenious plan, combine my Celbridge gang with my Leixlipians xD this could work *cross fingers*.

& now I see my besties everyday in school so all is right with the world again xD but yeah speaking of school, I've only been back two days and I've already ditched classes! disgraceful huh? ah well, it was just maths and Mr MORIARTY CAN GO FUCK HIMSELF FOR ALL I CARE XD sorry, that man just annoys me :P

Any who, I probably wont write a blog very often, which you will prob b happy to hear, but when I do, prepare for ranting, boy troubles and very little optimism,

for now, I bid you adieu,

Mucho amor,

Cpt. Saz

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